paynesgrey: Thor - Loki // by realproof (thor-loki)
Whelp. I'm still pretty annoyed with my mom, but as usual, she's moved on and nothing has changed. She even had the audacity to ask if she could come out for Labor Day and have Joe cook some pork on the grill. It's like, you want my husband to cook for you after you lashed out at him and then tried to make him out to be some sort of villain. Ugh.

Last weekend I went to Renfaire with her and two of her friends that I met for the first time. Her friends were not interesting, it was hot, and I did not have a good time. For whatever reason, I was annoyed that she didn't even invite Juliet to Renfaire or even think about including her. When I mentioned that next year I'd like to bring Juliet, she acted like it was a foreign concept, even though they have a lot of kids' activities there. I did some shopping for Juliet, and as usual, didn't buy anything really for me, and after I told her all I could think about was Juliet, she then proceeded to shop for her too, and kept asking me "would Juliet like this". It was super annoying.

She asked me later if something was wrong and if I was ashamed of her. I asked her to explain and she said "I'll tell you later" and then never did.

Ugh, I can't even deal with her antics anymore.

Other than that, things are going well. Work is super busy as usual, and now it looks like projects are fighting over me. There's been this whole back and forth between my bosses and the managers of the Caesar's project. My bosses want to put me on the Subway account, and the Caesars PMs don't want to lose me and are scrambling to find the budget to keep me. I thought I was on this project through the end of the year but it looks like they only slotted me for September 14th. In the meantime, as my role in this project is ending, they are fighting with each other about it. It's kind of embarrassing but also kind of awesome they consider me "in demand". It just gets awkward when I'm on a team call and the PMs take like five minutes to talk about how frustrating it is that I'm in demand and that they get calls constantly from my bosses trying to roll me off their project to start a new one.

I'm still blocked on writing, so I hope that changes soon. Also, I haven't had the time. Same for drawing time too. It's just been elusive. Instead, I've been reading a lot. I have gone past my reading goal on Goodreads already.

It also doesn't help that I've been having stomach problems and sleeping issues. After a long day at work, the last thing I want to do is look at a screen. I've tried writing a little on paper, but even then it's rough. I had two migraines last week, one which caused me to miss a work meeting. Thankfully I was able to make up for it though.

I am trying to do more with my fitness. I upped my step goal, and I joined a gym. I'm hoping I can make it to the gym tomorrow if my kid will let me. I think it'll be okay as my husband has said he'd take care of her so I can have some time to myself.

Juliet's daycare preschool is going okay, I guess. Joe and the daycare lady are not getting along, and it's kind of frustrating. So I'll have to take Juliet more and pick her up too since he just can't deal with her. I'm thinking it's a huge personality clash or something.

Bastet the cat has fit well into our household. She's coming out more and doesn't hide in the corner. She eats like a horse, steals food, and begs constantly to be fed. She's a sweetheart though. She and the dog are still adjusting to each other. It helps that Holly is a big wuss.

Other than that, things are going well and busy. We are trying to refinance our home, so fingers crossed on that. I'm hoping the concrete people can get out to our house this week and do the work. WE ARE SO READY. Tomorrow I'm going to finish cleaning the house. Today I just did bills and washed the dishes and then conked on for a nap. I picked up a book to start reading and had a light dinner as my stomach was acting up again. I think I need a cleanse or maybe some fasting. For now I'm trying to avoid ALL dairy and fried foods, hoping that helps.

I hope I can update and catch up with all of you more regularly. I still have TV reviews to add to my WordPress. I did update my new portfolio site though as my old URL expired, plus I didn't like it anyway. I need to make some freelance business cards as my current ones have my old email and old defunct site. Ugh.

In the meantime, here's a meme I've stolen from some friends...

AO3 Meme )

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paynesgrey: Kira from Teen Wolf (kira-teenwolf)
from [community profile] thefridayfive 


1) Do you enjoy your work?

Yes I do, very much! I'm finally doing something that I enjoy and that is actually what the job description entails.

2) Are you overpaid or underpaid for the work you do (or last did)?

I'm a bit underpaid for my job, but given the perks of this place, I don't mind. Plus it's a smaller company. I know I'd make more downtown Chicago in this position, but I'd rather make a little less and work out in the suburbs for a non-corporate company.

3) What one thing do you dislike most about your work?

The internal marketing meetings with the VP of Marketing. She's a notorious micromanager and a habitual delegator. I feel like she doesn't know much about Marketing.

4) What one thing would make your work life happier or more satisfying?

If they offered dental insurance and paid for the portion of health insurance for dependents. i have to pay full percentage for my daughter's health insurance on each paycheck. I'd probably keep a couple hundred dollars a paycheck if they just paid some of the dependency insurance. And FFS, dental insurance is not that expensive if you have enough employees. I guess at least I have vision insurance and damn good insurance for myself, so I'd see that as the only failing.

5) Do you try to fit into your workplace’s culture? What does that entail?

Well yes, but the culture is pretty simple here. We have a healthy balance of work and family life here. Most people don't involve each other in their personal lives outside of work. We're not "friends" outside of working together and everyone understands how important our families are to each other and that sometimes we need to take off or come in later to manage our kids. I respect that. I don't want to be friends with my coworkers even though I do like them. And everyone gets along well in my department, there's no cattiness, and no drama or cliques. It's professional and we still all have crazy humor and relate to each other generationally so it works.



***

Slow day at work. Not much is expected of me since my boss is gone and our site test went up yesterday. We launched an A/B test on our speedbumpsandhumps.com page and I created the UX and design for our product selector. The developer helped me with JS and some other functions, but most of this is mine. I'm rather proud of it. I hope it's successful. So far since yesterday afternoon we've generated $4K in sales from the test. Not bad! 

I finally sold one of my mom's lighthouse paintings on Letgo that she wants to get rid of (no she didn't paint them, just bought them a long time ago with my stepdad). I meet the guy tonight at Home Depot. I'm going to try to talk to him and see if he'll take the other two for $30 if I hold them for him. I just want them gone, and my mom doesn't seem to care what I get for them.

I'm picking up the Buddha head tomorrow and then we head out to a friend's place after that to check in on him. Joe says he's been very depressed lately and has been shutting people out and very down and I told Joe that I was worried about him, so he's agreed to meet us tomorrow to talk. I hope he's okay. I just want him to know that we're here for him. 

Back to the grind. I have so much writing and graphics to do. I hope I get the motivation to do some of it. Today would be perfect because no kid to grab me or bang on my computer, and I don't have anything pressing to do for work.

But I'm still exhausted. Tonight I might need to do a tarot reading for a guy through Facebook video. Other than that, I really want to just take it easy this weekend.

Have a good one, everyone! Stay cool if you're experiencing this dreadful heat!


paynesgrey: Marilyn (sw-reylo3)
  Fandom Snowflake Challenge banner 2018

Day 11

Share a book/song/movie/tv show/fanwork/etc that changed your life.

A TV show that changed my life? Probably Sailor Moon. Being an outcast in school, I was often OFTEN teased for liking nerdy things like Star Trek and comics and not being into girly things like cooking and boys. I also struggled with my sexuality during my teen years, and felt there was something wrong with me that not only was I attracted to men and women, it didn't matter to me if the attraction was man or woman, it was the person that mattered. Still, in a small tiny farming town, that was taboo. I saw Sailor Moon on Toonami and felt empowered. They were regular teens but had powers. They all had individual personalities and quirks. Sailor Moon was my obsession, and it helped me embrace who I was and who I was becoming. It'll always be special to me.

Day 12

In your own space, create a fanwork. Make a podfic, an icon, a sketch, a meta, or a rec list. Arts and crafts. Cross stitch. Draft an essay about a particular medium. Put together a picspam or a fanmix. Write a review of book you love, a ship manifesto, a you-should-be-listening-to-this-band essay. Create something.

I wanted to try my new copic markers so I did an angsty Rey and Kylo Ren doodle from Star Wars. Sorry for the crappy photo. Done in Markers.
 

doodle under the cut )
paynesgrey: Looking out at the world below (marilyn)
Still desperate! I just had another hefty bill come through for my car, and I'm still paying off medical bills for having my baby and surgery on some complications. 
 
I am open to pretty much everything for the things on this list. Let me know if you have ideas and we can work something out.
 
Things I will be able to do:
 
Graphic design work (1-2 iterations):
- Wallpapers ($3) computer size and lower size
- Banners ($3) No more than 300x400 pixels
- Manips ($5) all sizes
- Book Covers for indie books ($10) - if I need to use my stock imagery account this might include the cost of the stock photo too.
- Logos, icons, other graphics, custom graphics - we can discuss ($3 - $10)
- Indie Publishing package ($100) This includes book cover, beta read, uploading to Amazon, Nook, or any other ebook place. Same goes for a layout for Creative Space too for a physical book.
 
Digital art, fandom or original:
 
- Pastel, Marker or Colored Pencils 8x10 ($25)
- Digital, Photoshop or Illustrator or Sketchbook 8x10 ($30)
- Black and White ink ($15)
- Coloring Book page ($10)
 
Pet Portraits:
 
- Ink ($20)
- Pastel or Colored Pencil ($25)
- Digital, Photoshop ($35)
 
Here are my portfolios to see my work:
 
 
I've done several big bangs, banners, and original award banners for lots of fandom communities. I've got about 15 years of design experience. Most of my professional work is graphic design, prototyping and web design. Painting and drawing is mostly a hobby at this point but I've done it since I could hold a pencil.
I will give a sample sketch to show you before you pay once we discuss subject matter and terms.
 
Keep in mind that I will not ask for payment until after the work is complete. I will be using Paypal only. I would feel super guilty if I got paid even a portion and could not deliver.
 
Please share if you can! Thanks!
 
PS: Another thing that would help out if you haven't bought my book Unbridled. It's at Amazon. 
Even though I don't get royalties until two months later, it would help later.
The e-book is $2.99 and the physical copy is $11.99. If you would like a physical copy signed by me, I can send you one for $10.
 
Thank you very much everyone!


(If I owe you commissions, I'm working on them and will finish them soon!)
paynesgrey: Avatar - DRAW HARDER! // please tell me if you made this (draw)
I haven't done commissions in FOREVER, but I'm kind of desperate at the moment. I have some bills coming up and groceries are needed, as well as savings for the upcoming arrival of the baby, and instead of just asking for money, I prefer to give something for them. The Gods gave me an art talent after all, so...

Keep in mind, I AM seven months pregnant, so soon I won't be able to do much but sit on my butt anyway, so I figured this was a good time.

Things I will be able to do:

Graphic design work (1-2 iterations):
- Wallpapers ($3) computer size and lower size
- Banners ($3) No more than 300x400 pixels
- Manips ($5) all sizes
- Book Covers for indie books ($10) - if I need to use my stock imagery account this might include the cost of the stock photo too.
- Logos, icons, other graphics, custom graphics - we can discuss ($3 - $10)

Digital art, fandom or original:

- Pastel, Marker or Colored Pencils 8x10 ($25)
- Digital, Photoshop or Illustrator or Sketchbook 8x10 ($30)
- Black and White ink ($15)
- Coloring Book page ($10)

Pet Portraits:

- Ink ($20)
- Pastel or Colored Pencil ($25)
- Digital, Photoshop ($35)

Here are my portfolios to see my work:

Behance
Website
Deviantart

I've done several big bangs, banners, and original award banners for lots of fandom communities. I've got about 15 years of design experience. Most of my professional work is graphic design, prototyping and web design. Painting and drawing is mostly a hobby at this point but I've done it since I could hold a pencil.
I will give a sample sketch to show you before you pay once we discuss subject matter and terms.

Keep in mind that I will not ask for payment until after the work is complete. I will be using Paypal only. I would feel super guilty if I got paid even a portion and could not deliver.

Please share if you can! Thanks!

PS: Another thing that would help out if you haven't bought my book Unbridled. It's at Amazon.
Even though I don't get royalties until two months later, it would help later.
The e-book is $2.99 and the physical copy is $11.99. If you would like a physical copy signed by me, I can send you one for $10.

Thank you very much everyone!
paynesgrey: Marilyn (olicity2)
[livejournal.com profile] het_bigbang has made their reveals, so now my artwork is up for the public. This was a great big bang and the author was a complete pleasure to work with.

Here are the artwork links.

Title: Honey
Artist: paynesgrey
Fandom: Arrow TV
Pairing: Felciity/Oliver
Rating: All Ages
Media: Autodesk Sketchbook Pro, Pixlr, Photoshop
Notes: Written for sidhe_faerie's story Honey.

Artwork Links: AO3 | Tumblr | DeviantArt Before & After

artwork below )
paynesgrey: Avatar - DRAW HARDER! // please tell me if you made this (draw)
EDITED: 08-30-2014

ART & FIC COMMISSIONS ARE: IN PROGRESS | COMMISSIONS ARE CLOSED

Here are my current art projects. Stay tuned: All my owed fic and art thingies )
paynesgrey: Marilyn (lydia)
This is my last big bang artwork. Finally completed!

Fandom: Teen Wolf
Title: listen, you are my sun
Characters/Pairings: Lydia Martin, Derek Hale, Lydia x Derek
Rating: PG
Media: Autodesk Sketchbook Pro and Pixlr
Notes: Written for the story "listen, you are my sun" by the nemeton for [livejournal.com profile] teenwolf_bb. Link to story coming soon.

Links: AO3 | Deviantart

artwork )
paynesgrey: Avatar - DRAW HARDER! // please tell me if you made this (draw)

No Biscuit - Laundry Logic
by ~quirkyslayer on deviantART

It's back, and whoa, I forgot how long these take me to do. Which means I really need to do these ahead of time. LOL.

I'm so happy it's back. WHEEEEE!!!

Please read at The Chic Witch, which has more character information as well.

Fandom Aid

Nov. 8th, 2012 11:50 am
paynesgrey: Marilyn (tracy)
For fandomaid at Livejournal, I signed up for writing:

My auction for writing

I posted the fandoms I was pretty confident I could write in right away.

If you've forgotten, here's my art auction if you'd like that instead:

My auction for fan art

Please bid if you can!

:-)

Artgasm

Apr. 19th, 2012 10:21 pm
paynesgrey: Marilyn (drwho)
After sifting through hundreds of deviantart notices daily, there comes a time when something really strikes me and grabs my attention. This is one of those art pieces.

I may have to print this and put this up on my inspiration board in my studio just because I like it so much.


Rose
by ~siana-juu on deviantART
paynesgrey: Marilyn (amyeleven)
Fandom: Doctor Who
Title: The Girl Who Waited
Artist: paynesgrey
Characters: Amy Pond, 11th Doctor
Rating: G
Prompt: "When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return." ~Leonardo Da Vinci
Summary: N/A
Artist’s Notes (optional): Media: Photoshop, Micron ink pens, Photoshop paper filters. Done for the first fest for [livejournal.com profile] eleven_pond for Team Amy.


DW - The Girl Who Waited
by ~quirkyslayer on deviantART

fanart under the cut )
paynesgrey: Marilyn (drwho-9rose)
For [livejournal.com profile] apckrfan who won my [livejournal.com profile] helpthesouth digital art auction.

Fandom: Doctor Who
Title: DW - Rose and Nine
Artist: paynesgrey
Rating: G
Media: Adobe Illustrator CS5

URLS: Deviantart | PaperDemon

Preview:

Rose and Nine Fanart )
paynesgrey: Marilyn (bh-annie)
My [livejournal.com profile] help_japan gifts are complete!

*happy dance*

I'm really happy on how it turned out. I hope the bidder likes it. :)

Fandom: Being Human (BBC series)
Title: Friendship
Artist: quirkyslayer aka [livejournal.com profile] paynesgrey
Media: Adobe Illustrator CS5
Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] nicole_anell for [livejournal.com profile] help_japan.
URLS: Deviantart | Paper Demon


Being Human - Friendship
by ~quirkyslayer on deviantART

Bigger piece )
paynesgrey: Marilyn (tp-raysuki)
Tower Prep icons:
- Request for Suki/Ian
- various other ships, characters (Ray, Suki, Ray/Suki, Suki/Gabe, Ian/Gabe, Ian/CJ)

Total icons: 39

Preview:

Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket

HERE @ [livejournal.com profile] prism_perfect
paynesgrey: Marilyn (tp-gabe)
Tower Prep icons, from "The Rooks" Season 1, Episode 5

Total icons: 35

Preview:

Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket

HERE @[livejournal.com profile] prism_perfect
paynesgrey: SessMama (sessmom)
For those of you are have DA accounts and are fans of Sesshoumaru's mother, I revamped the club and submitted it as a group. FINALLY. So I'm trying to get it back in working order, checking out work submitted, and shouting out to the watchers that they need to reapply as members.

If anyone's interested in my Sessmom group at DA, here's the link: http://sessmom-club.deviantart.com/

Please join, submit, art and fanfiction are welcome.
paynesgrey: Marilyn (sylarbrow)
Photobucket is being a complete ASSHOLE to me today, and I wanted to inspire [livejournal.com profile] ever_obsessed to finish her Sylaire fic.

So I'm posting it here too through DA. Yay.

Can you tell this is totally how I see their relationship? :D


Heroes - A Bloody Affair
by ~quirkyslayer on deviantART

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